Sunday, January 11, 2009

Hell hath no fury...

I am so pissed and irritated tonight that its unbelievable.

So it turns out that you can spend all of your life being a dog-faithful and loyal and all of that but when people higher up than you in the corporate ladder feel like kicking someone to De-stress, it so totally has to be the faithful dog's ass, because he is the only thing other than a doormat that will not retaliate.

I never wanted to be part of a big company that has a shiny logo and no heart but isn't that what an organization is not - a person with a heart? Maybe I am feeling heartbroken because it has been a week that hasn't really fared well in my life and perhaps I left all my faith in myself lying by my work station and like everything that is left behind, it wasn't there when I went back looking for it.

I feel defeated tonight, all that trying and ashes in my hand at the end of it, but then who is to tell when ashes turn into star dust, but when that does happen to me, I'm in no mood to share it with those who forged me like a weapon in the hour of vengeance...

Aren't raging wildfires always started like this, in the heart of a woman scorned?

3 comments:

Seema said...

Sweetie this happens everywhere, and people like us are always the target.

But 1 thing u should remember that we are also responsible for whatever happens to us. in this we are the victim but culprit too, to some extent. taali ek hath se nahi bajti. our mistake is that we give chance to such people........

At the end of the day i got to answer myself and not the world.
so, ask ur heart whether u want to loose or fight the battle.

But one thing is for sure DONT COMPROMISE.......

Luv u sweetie pie,
take care of urself

seema
Mum

Abhijit said...

How to hit back. Or at least - not to get hit hard.

Were it that your rage could melt the beast of fickle personalities !

Big company or small company - fact is - humans are sometimes all teeth and claws. We are all of us - nice sometimes and bad at others.

Sooner or later - we learn to protect ourselves. By learning to be "nice but carry a big stick".

Or just not be a faithful dog ! But be a comfortable distance.

Sorry you feel this way ! But don't take it to heart !

यानि - दिल पे मत ले यार !

nv1979 said...

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